can vanity and happiness co-exist?

so, i saw mike yesterday
he was pail and skrawny.
looks like he just got out prison..
wonder why.....
lol

i had to give him his jacket back
and it was good to see him
i feel like i can actually be just fine
plus, my unoffical date with sean was a good way to spend the night


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yay!


[EDIT]
shut up syd. lol.
yes i mean that sean
and he kicked ashley out
a while ago
shes crazzzzyyy

i lost interest in paul.
i lost interest in chris.
sean is just odd. he sends me major mixed signals.
i still miss mike.
well, i miss most of him.
all of him up until the end.
and i miss zach.
which just blows balls.



other then the boy department;
my life is pretty good.

i repeat: my life is fantastic.
getting that cash flow money
my job is kinda fun
well atleast i like the people i work with
ms amanda williams is my beachin baby
keepin pretty busy with friends
and paul likes me
=]

I did the best thing I could've done.
I walked away and I will never look back.
Yes, it still hurts. Because, well because I really did love him.
But I had to learn the hard way you cannot make somebody a priority when you're only an option.
Other then that, my life is fantastic.

i'm afraid if we keep this up
i'll never get around to telling you
i think i am falling for you

 "gonna eat your brains and gain your knowledge."

 look out!
i got my license.

=]

r oss is my date to homecomming.

things are getting better.
the day after i said my guys were done with me i hung out with all of them.
basically, they kinda gave up on seeing if i had free time.
they still love me.
except kirby
hes oushing me away again like he did last year
because the guys always ride him about us.
even though there is no us.
whatever. 
i quit volleyball
so i can begin to have a social life again
woohooo!

 i think my boys are done with me.
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